The last year I have been working on illustrating And writing a children's book. Therefore, that project has gotten in the way of what I do here. At this point it has been practically nothing here. And it doesn't make me happy because this was I enjoyed most. The children's book and the process of deciding how to hopefully get published has gotten in the way. I need to begin looking at that. First and foremost I want to do it for my grandkids. From now on I'm going to be thinking of them and make my books for them.... All spontaneity and enjoyment of making art went out the door the day I decided I wanted to be published.... I haven't enjoyed that.